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I am back!!

2011-02-22T11:32:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since i last post. Haha. I have already graduated from poly and is now taking part time degree course. I am now working at a Freight Forwarding company ( Geodis Wilson Singapore Pte Ltd ) as an account assistant for like three years!! Meet alot of good friends over there. And today Samantha suddenly mention about having a blog then i realise it been awhile since i last post. haha. Everything is good so far. Oh i am still working in Werners!! :) And i am still with that pig after so many obsacle. :)

Cant sleep

2006-09-10T02:48:00.000+08:00

Birthday jux ended a week ago. Really thanks alot for all the B's for that wonderful days. I really appreciate for the ubin trip, the dinner and the ktv session with the cake. Hee. The present is nice and useful. Thanks alien! for willingly celebrating my birhtday with my friends. Not afraid they will eat you up! Haa

A year and 5 mths had pass since we patch. i really wish that i didnt make the wrong decision that time. Recently we quarrel and you ask why women are so sensitive. Let me tell you one thing if women is not sensitive this mean that that girl dont really love you and dont even bother about you. But i do care and love you, that's why i am so sensitive.You can say i am petty when you joke that i am "naggy" and i became so pissed. But let me ask you if you concern and care about me and in return you only get back a word "naggy" and your concern is not being appreciated, will you be happy?

sometime a little thing really mean alot to me. Like i told you a simple msg of "are you ok" will make me feel happy. You use to sms this kind in the past yet now things has change. You say everyone will changed but i really wish that you wont changed that much till a simple sms you also dun wanna send anymore. On last monday, you was playing game while watching internal affair. Do you know that i want to continue to watch part 2 but seeing you so engross in your game, i dun dare to ask u to acc mi to continue watching.

Then i say wanna sleep (because i dun wanna watch the show alone which you dunno) and you say it is still so early, lets continue watching part 2. I dun wanna continue watching so you shut off your brother laptop and went to bed. Within 5 min, you fall asleep. Can you believe previously you told me it is still early. Why cant you accompany me to talk since it is still so early?

I am not complaining or what,I juz wanna let you know all these that is making mi so upset. We have been together for quite a long time and I really wish that we can last forever. Can we jux give in to each other to make each other more happy instead of all those quarrel? Can WE?

sad

2006-08-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

i am angry and sad, you should know why. You say you dun feel good too but you didnt sound like. When you smoke, did u ever think of the consequence that your girlfriend's birthday is coming soon next week what if you get caught? You didnt think of that right! I admit sometime i am very unreasonable. But i am not unreasonable this time! i have planned everything and in the end you told me you might not be able to book as you are being caught. If you were me what will you feel? It's like i suddenly tell you i cant make it to your pass out parade right? Birthday is coming and i really wish that you and all the B's can celebrate with me.

Lazy~

2006-07-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

I am getting more and more lazy to blog.Hmmm.These past few weeks, i am feeling quite low. I have plenty of sleeps but i am still tired. Sometime i wonder what is the purpose of living in this world. I am getting tired of living and I really don't know why I am in this world.Felt so useless, my language is poor and I am not talented in anything!Everytime i organise an event, something will goes wrong to the event. Oh my god!
Everyday is the same routine for me- study, study study, work work work! I am sick of the same routine everyday! If not for my precious brother, I don't think i can survive this long. But my brother is sick these few days and i am quite worried about him.Hope he will be fine.
Birthday is coming but i am not sure whether the chalet will be fun. Exam is coming too and all the project is due next week. Just wish that i can pass all my subject and CDS.And it is time to slim down!! (but i know it will be a success):)

Weird~

2006-07-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to work as usual. So slack yesterday and reach home quite early.These few days i am feeling quite weird. Quite sad and sometime i feel that my life is boring with the same routine everyday.And the most important part is I EAT ALOT! shit going to be fatter.
Two more month to go and i can relax already as my exam will be over and i will be enjoying my birthday celebration. Somehow i have a strange feeling telling me that lai xing,yesh is u, pig, is messaging other girl beside me and almost two week we didnt meet but you didnt seem to miss me.Haa.Am i thinking too much?hmmm. Dont blame me on not trusting you cause once you do something which accidentally i know and i am not happy with, the incident will stay with me for life.So i just hope that you are honest with me.Two more day and we can meet.Miss you!

stress!

2006-07-19T02:49:00.000+08:00

went to have steamboat yesterday at marina with the B's. It is fun and we crap alot.Haa. All the B's, More outing k! My birthday is coming but this means that my exam is coming too.
All my project is about to due but i still don't know what to do.So rush this sem and everything was like so stress.Quite pissed about my jap project.Two more day and we need to hand up the draft.I was the one doing the translation of sence 1 and 2 but i can't find the word.It is not in the text and i can't use online translator! I ask my project mate the one that wrote the english version, how do i translate the sentence that is not found in the text and guess what. She told me she used to go to a web to translate but the teacher say we can't use the web! So she say she dunno! oh my god what is the point of answering my qns if it is not useful!So pissed! I having a serious headache now and i am so stress.I need to give them back the draft by 8pm later but i really dunno how to translate.i just hate doing project!
Need to go look for teacher tml to ask her how to translate.I just hope that the teacher can help me to solve the problem.

Game, Game and Game

2006-07-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

There is nothing much during this few days. It is just work and study. All the project deadline is coming and i am quite clueless what to do in my project. All the research is killing me!

Went to Xing house yesterday after my lesson that ended at 6.Went home to change and headed to boon lay.The journey there by train is so long till my buttock went numb at the end. OMG! Xing was so tanned that i almost couldn't recognise him.Haa.

Went to work today at 4.50 from boon lay. So reach my workplace at ard 6.15.Hee. Everything went smoothly at the begining but at ard 7.30 all the customer come in at the same time and there was some confusion everywhere.I am quite frasturated by the mistake i have made.Hee.

Finally a month has passed since xing went to be a better man.Haa.He has become more mature and tanned. But something about him still didnt change.That is his addiction to game. Quite pissed this morning as he woke me up and in the end, he played his game throughout the day and only accompany one hour before i leave his house.Pig,you know, sometime i only wish that you can lay beside me and have some small talk like talk about your Ns stuff and etc. Haa.But nvm, i am used to it already.Just hope that two years from now you will not be so addicted to game.No matter what, i still love you but next time when you are playing game multi-task abit as in talk to me while playing or else i will feel bored staring at the tv for the whole day without opening my mouth to talk.

Work as usual

2006-07-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

On friday, Larry went to my workplace for interview and I think there is a big percentage he is going to get a job.Larry we are going to work again and this time i have changed. I am not that fierce when i work already.Haha.Went to work as usual and I am the runner on that day. Make quite a number of mistake like keep on serving the wrong side dish to customer.Hee. Meet Hafiz after work and he look depressed.
On sat, went to work during evening and meet xing after my work in town.I am such a good girl as i didnt take a cab down.I took bus 65 to town all by myself.Felt so proud of it.Haa.Xing brought me an addidas sling bag that i like.Although it doesnt cost much, i am still happy and touch as this is the second time he brought me something without any special occassion. I love you so much! Thank for the bag.Hee.
Today went to work at 430 and i am the runner again.Haa.It is busy today as the customer come in at the same time.Went back home after that and watch tv till now.Just now I was watching Guess*3 and it feature ah ya going oversea.And i have something to say to my friends.To the B's, you guys are such a good and funny friend. I am really honoured to have you guys as a friend and i felt so lucky. I really hope that we can be friend till old. And please more B's gathering k? Haha. Thank for being my friend all these while. To all my friend, thank too for being my friend and i really appreciate it.Evonne, Thank for helping me in my school work and the quiz. And lastly to xing, I really love you so much! :)

Nothing Much

2006-06-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

As i mentioned in the previous post, we went to Thai express for dinner. Larry, Sheena and I took bus 40 to siglap.Before we reach Thai express, we pass by a pub which is beside secret recipe.In my heart, I( was thinking oh for god sake, who will step into a pub that look so old and not attractive.And guess what,yesterday our beautiful Winnie and Anthony went into that pub!!And Ken actually work in that pub!Oh my god, I cant imagine ken working there.The waitree there is like coffeeshop aunty and is fatter than me.Anyway Anthony is finally back in Singapore and has decided to come back to Singapore during sept if his application for a course in Shatec is successful.

Went for jap lecture this morning and meet wiht my pyscho project mate to discuss our presentation.End the meeting at ard 11 and I was left alone.So i went to the reservoir and gave Larry a call to acc me.After chatting for a while, i decided to skip my APEL lesson and headed to Larry house for some Tv drama from you tube .The drama is interesting but i am more interested to see the ending.Larry, let me know when the last episode is ready.Hee.

First day of school

2006-06-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

Went for the first lesson today after a short two week break. Haha. I forgotten that we need to do the tutorial.So as usual majority of the classmate didn't do the tutorial as weel so the tutor ask us to form in a group to discuss about the qns.I am so lucky to have a group with every member that is hardworking and remember to do their tutorial so I need not do anything.
After tutorial,I have a lecture going on at 12 and i slept in the lecture for an entire hour.Hee.Went to meet Nana at bedok inter to top up my fare card and took a cab home as Nana want to scan some photo using my scanner. Guess what, I fall asleep again while sheena is using the com.Haa.Sorry nana didn't accompany you.Hee.
We waited for Larry to end his lesson and meet him at my house area.We went for our dinner at Siglap Thai express with cherlyn and Butch. It is a so called mini B's gathering.Haa.After dinner, Larry,Cherlyn and Butch went to Kampong Chai Chee CC for KtV while sheena and i headed home as nana will be meeting leslie at her house area.I went home and finish my finance tutorial qns.I am such a good girl.Haha.

Finally after Two week

2006-06-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

Ok here i am blogging about what happen during the day Xing book out.I meet him at Boon lay on Friday and we decided to catch a movie during midnight.At first I intend to watch "Scary movie 4" but this pig want to watch "Silent Hill" .After some agruement,he won and so we book two ticket online.We went for our dinner after he change.He treat me to Sakae Sushi and we ate quite a lot of thing.Oh ya after dinner we went back to his house as i wanted to do my HRM quiz.But somehow his house cant view the lecture video so i have to troubled Evonne to help mi complete the quiz.Evonne if you are reading this, Thanks alot man.Let time when i have the money i treat you eat some good stuff k? Hee. Xing and I went to jurong point at aroud 11+ to catch the movie.On the way,We meet his brother and his brother join us.The movie is quite interesting and the ending i was expecting a happy ending but is is not.On Sat We out with his friend to town.We play pool and we eat and we slack.Can't stand Xing, for the day he book out he keep talking abt NS stuff.I know you are excited but stop singing the NS song in the public!! You will attract alot of stranger attention.Ho Lai Xing, let me get this clear, if you lie to me again and i find out dont blame me for being HEARTLESS.I noe you are in the army and sometime during your free time I am not free.You can msg other girl but at least let me know.Today,Xing has to book in at 8 but i need to go to work at 3.I leave Boon Lay at 3 and reach my workplace at 330.HEe.I am so sorry to all the staff in Werner's Oven.Haa.Work is smooth but i am too tired. HOliday has ended and i am going back to school in a few hours time.

Monday,the bad day

2006-06-21T03:15:00.000+08:00

Let me start by updating what happen on Monday.Went out with my mother,brother,3 yi and uncle Richard to parkway.My brother was so happy when we are in the carpark of Parkway.But i notice something strange about him when we leave our house.Normally he will scream in excitment in the lift but this time round he just smile.So when we reach parkway we went into a shop and browse around.Suddenly my brother fit attack and we have to lie him down and turn his body to the left.This is what we should if a person has a fit attack and we have to keep calling his name.The salegirl over at the shop was shocked and i think they are a bit scare.After aroud 5 minute my brother recover but we still send him to the clinic.The doctor told us there is medicine to control the fit and only hospital has it.It is not good for a person to has a fit attack as each time the attack,it will damage your brain by abit causing your IQ level to be lower.So we send my brother to Tan Tock Seng.We reach around 5+ in the afternoon.Only one person is allow to the A&E observation room so my aunt and I waited outside for them.At around 11pm,they finally found a ward so my brother is transfer to the ward.The doctor told my mum they can't give my brother the medicine at the moment.They will only give the medicine when my brother went back for a check up.My brother discharged this morning.I really wish that my brother will be heathly and fine till old.Work at 6pm today and everything went smoothly.After work meet up with fifi, sheena and leslie.Managed to took some photo yesterday on the way to the hospital when my brother has already recover from his fit.

Work,Work,Work

2006-06-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

These few day has nothing to blog about as everyday is the same, Work! On friday i start work at 6 till close. On Sat is 5 till close and by right today i suppose to work 12 till close but Joe last minute can't work so i take over him from 8-30 till 3pm den from 5 till close.But my manager let me off earlier as i already work the whole day.Today the restuarant is damn pack with all those reservation as though we are giving out free food.The customer keep on ordering the so called "platte"! Hate it man as i need to give them all side plates and within half an hour all the side plates has been used up.But by looking at this scenerio, i can conclude that Singaporean do love their father as much as their mother.Happy Father Day!Today you send the wrong msg to me and i know that it is for a female and you just told me that it is your ex admirer.I admit that i am a bit angry but what can i do.I can't ask you not to sms other girls as i know i don't have the time to accompany you.Even when you book out next time, i can't meet you till the night as i can't take off on Sat.I will feel bad to take off on a weekend where the restuarant will be very busy.I am scare that you will leave me if i have no time for you.I remember last week you told me that it is very hard for you to sms so you prefer me to call you yet today you sms other people.I really don't know when can i believe what you said.Everytime when you say you love me, I am scare that what you said is not what you really mean.I really hope that when you say you love me, you say it from the bottom of your heart.Nobody knows what will happen in the future but I am sure that you bring happiness in my life.You are the one who let me realise what is love.Although everytime i tell the B's this or that guy is handsome but I really love you.Even though we had a lot of quarrel but when we meet up, i felt fortunate to know you and i am happy to be with you.

Off Day

2006-06-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

Today i am off.Hee.Slept at 5 am yesterday so today woke up a bit late at abt 3+.Nothing much happen today.Mr Butch finaaly get his bike,Aprilla.It is so cool and he give me a ride to Igen and to east coast for our dinner.After that went to Larry place and Butch rush off to his friend chalet.I still think that riding a bike is quite dangerous yet exciting.It is damn scary with so many car surronding the bike.Hee.Talked to Larry at his house area and I decided to book a chalet for my birthday.Pig Pig, I don't care, my birthday this year you must attend although it falls on a Sunday but my chalet is on Fri-Tue so it is possible for you to come on the Sat.Hee.7 more days to go before i can see you.You must train hard for your NAFRA test.I miss you.

Updates of Class Outing

2006-06-15T03:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for the class outing at east coast as i mentioned in my previous blog.Yesterday end work quite early at abt 10.15 as most of the customer leave before 9pm to catch the world cup match.I love world cup as that is when i can see empty restuarant.Haha.Reach east coast at ard 10.45 and i am quite surprised to see that most of my classmate has left.After everything is settled down, they start playing poker cards but i didn't join them.I start bbq the leftover.This is the first time i manage to stand at the pit and bbq the food.Haha.It is quite fun but it is damn hot.After i finished bbq the food, we took some photo.Out of a sudden, there is a very strong wind and it started to rain out of nowhere.So we run to the shelter and sit under the shelter for the whole night.The outing is not so exciting but it is quite good as it provide a bonding among classmate.I must say that ever since i went into poly. this is the first time i talked to so many classmate. during the previous year, the class i belongs to has many group so there isn't much bonding.At first they intend to watch the sunrise first before going to Mac for our breakfast.But everyone was a bit tired so we decided not to wait for the sunrise and went for our breakfast.After which all of us went home for our beauty sleep. Pig pig, you still remember that time when we first met? At first i say i wanna watch the sunrise with you but in the end i fell asleep.Hee. One day when we are free, we go watch the sunrise again k?This time i promise i won't fall asleep again.Still have to wait for one more week before i can see you!I miss you so much.Hee.Show you some photo of my class outing.

Class outing

2006-06-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

Has to work later on at 6 till close tonight.Woke up at 2+ just now and didnt see your msg.So sorry.Hee.Mr Butch finally is getting his bike on thursday which mean i can get a free ride if we go parkway and play pool.Haa. Later after i work finish, i am going to east coast for a overnite bbq which is organise by my current class.Now you are in the NS and i am working, we will seldom has a chance to talk on the fone as my work only end at 10+ and by the time you need to get some sleep already.Although i am hvaing my holiday but i cant get to see you.But i really wish that by going to the NS, you will become more independent and stop relying on your friend too much. I believe 2 year down the road, you will definetly become a better man!I will update my class outing tomorrow.I miss you badly!!

Mahjong Session

2006-06-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1+ this morning, mama brought "satay bee hoon" for me.It is not as tasty as it is already cold.After my breakfast cum lunch, i went to pack my room for a while and went to have a nap. Then at 5+ Mr Larry woke me up from my sleep and ask me to go to Mr Butch house for a mahjong session. At first i wanted to take a cab but come to think ab0out it, i want to save some money for my birthday so i decided to take a bus. I lose 9 buck to the big winner, Mr Larry. But i am still in a good mood as you did bother to call me after a long day of work which i think is so sweet. I love you so much. Went for dinner after the mahjong and i ate "Crispy Chicken Ramen" but i think is ban mian rather than ramen. Miss your voice so much too. Now the time we can talk is lesser which mean there will be lesser arguement and quarrel but i perfer to debate or quarrel with you. I miss you!!

Work As usual

2006-06-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

Today by right i was schedule at 12 in the morning to close. I woke up at 11 but still feeling tired i get back to my beauty sleep as i decided to take a cab to my workplace.I intended to wake up at 11.30 but guess what. When i wake up again, it's already 12.I am LATE again.Hee.Luckily my manager is not so strict about punctuality.I reach my workplace at around 12.30.Hee. Work in Werners is normal but somehow i feel that everyone in the restuarant in quite "fake". Today is Sunday so as usual quite busy and also the crowd come early and leave early too as tml most of the customer have to work.haha.Sorry just now didn't see your msg as when i am working, i switch my hp to silent mode. But you really scare me just now la. Haha. I thought what thing so urgent untill you need to msg Larry also. I miss you so much. I really anticipating for the day you can book out to come. Hee.

Just For You

2006-06-11T03:19:00.000+08:00

I have decided to create a blog for you, Mr Lai Xing. Since you are in the army now and we can't talk much on the phone so it is better that i write what happen everyday and the things i want to tell you in here. Yesterday(10/06/06) is Larry birthday so we went out for dinner at Sun with Moon a japanese restuarant. Poor me have to eat white rice only cause it is chu 15. After dinner we went for Ktv and it is quite fun. Hope Larry will like the present we gave.haha. Remember the meeting i told you, i attended it this afternoon. And guess what, heard from the lady boss beside that disgusting g** there is still someone taking the money. And among the list when the g** is off the boss list down 6 days and out of 6 days they mentioned, my name is called out 4 time. So shit rite. But never mind as i know i didnt do anything wrong. Miss you so much. Still have to wait for 2 more week before i see you. I am waiting.